Saturday, April 18, 2009

Dear Friends

Zara-my lesbo partner,also my fishing partner.i am only myself when i'm with her.it's not that i'm fake,but i have known her since standard 1.she can understand me well.more than anyone in the world can.it's kinda sad,we are not in the same school anymore.but we often see each other though.

Hanina-seriously,she is korea obsessed.i can't take it anymore.check out her bag,purse,file,handphone,just everywhere korea,korea,and more korea!but i don't care about that.as long as you're happy and i'm happy for you.hanina,please don't cry again.seeing you cry makes me sad.remember this,people will always change even when they say they'll never.we just have to accept that.they change doesn't mean they left us,doesn't love us anymore.i know the love is still there.

Shahanin-i have known her since standard 2.we were close back then,but i don't know what actually happened.we are now in the same class.she sat next to me.her "boyfriend"just got caught of stealing.he stole your heart,nin isn't that a crime too?and the most important thing about shahanin is,she is a very loving husband.like i said,"love is in the air"but not me and you.shahanin and Putri Natasha Diva!(please don't kill me!)

Hanis-i'm sorry to say this,but your laughter,oh my god!
pingu!pingu!i actually don't have any idea about you.but one thing for sure,we have the same size.

Alani-you are also my lesbo partner and my fishing partner.when is the next trip?this time,i want cute fish,okay?you're cute but you need to change the way you walk,trust me on that.i like the way you dress up though.

Ikhmal-the only guy here.you are the dearest friend i have ever had.when you left me,i know you don't want it to happen.one day, you came back.i never expect that.i thought it was a dream.everything changes after that.i thought you don't know me anymore.you forgot everything that happened.but no,you you do remember me.i'm just happy to know that you still care.Dear Ikhmal,you know what?those people keep asking me about you.they're all like,"mana ikhmal?"and so i have to answer the same thing for about more than 20 times.but i don't care.ask me,and i will answer it..

Friday, April 17, 2009

introduction

Hi!First of all,i would like to introduce myself.My name is Shahnaz Anuar.I was born 13 years ago on January 17th in 1996.This is my first time blogging actually.I just love mom and dad.And also of course my friends,all of them.They are just a bunch of dumbos.That's why i love them so much.They are the one who cherish me when i'm sad.But the thing that i love most is,being alone in my room,just me and myself.The room is where i sing and shout,cry and laugh by myself.Some people might think i'm insane,but i don't think so.That's the way i cheer myself.
The way i make myself happy.I just cry it out,scream out loud,and laugh